Basic Information: IGN: Jaxlrander Discord Tag: Eloaesta (eloaesta) Pronouns: Any Timezone: Eastern Time (UTC-5) Age: 16 (going on 17) Start Date: 7/18/2022 Server Playtime: 4.17 Days Questions:  What are some examples of your leadership and/or teamwork experiences?: In my real life I am a very committed member of my high school's robotics team. I often attend meetings and engage in robot design, product design, information analysis, and strategy discussions. During seasonal events, I engage in networking with other teams and occasionally partake in the control of the robot. I excel in small-scale team environments, although I prefer to engage in situations on my own. What do you excel at?: I'm very good at approaching difficult situations calmly and with a logical approach. How familiar are you with the Lord of the Rings mod?: I know my way around things. Although, I spend most of my time in a desert. Take that with a grain of sand. What is an example of personal growth you have done recently?: Before my recent return to the server and the community I got banned for being a very... not good person. Since then I've been in weekly therapy and on meds. I've also started seeing a dietician. Wooo me!!! What is your role in the community, currently?: Clown? I try to be funny and it's sometimes mean, but I try to let people know I don't mean it. I'm just trying to have a good time and spread the love. The last time you found yourself in a disagreement with another player, how did you approach it?: I don't think I've gotten into many, or any, disagreements with people. Whenever my jokes are a little too mean I can tell when people get mad at me, but I do try my best to show them that I don't mean it and that I care for them and the impact they have on the community. Naturally, not everything is perfect on TOR; what do you think needs improvement?: FOXTRA! WORLD EDIT THE GREAT DESERT AWAY! NOW! PLEASE! Lastly, what motivates you to continue playing and to apply to the staff team?: The community is really nice and I enjoy being welcomed into it. I know people like to use fly for their builds, and there's not always someone online, but I can be very active (thanks insomnia). I just want to make sure the community stays friendly and active, that way I can say I did something good for TOR.

IGN: Jaxlrander  Nick: N/A  Faction: Deseret / Harad (ages ago)  Reason for ban: Toxicity  Time banned for: Permanent  Date banned: 02/15/2023 (MM/DD/YYYY)  Reason for appeal: When I joined I was struggling a lot and was constantly angry and rude to everyone, especially when they didn't deserve it. Since I got banned I've been in therapy and on meds and they've really been helping. I know my personal struggles weren't, and still aren't, an excuse for how I acted towards everyone and I'm not appealing to ask for forgiveness. I'd like to be in a welcoming community again and I just want a chance to treat everyone the way they were meant to be treated. I know the words on this forum post won't mean a lot to most people, and they don't have to believe a word of what I say, I just want it to be known that I am truly, from the deepest pits in my heart, sorry for the things I've done.