Hello Chill,
Over half of your appeal is currently used as a justification for yourself to swallow your pride and appeal, while this should have been step one in the first place. It is good to look back at a situation to reflect upon it, but this takes time. It takes even more time to actually learn from ones mistakes and to apply said knowledge in a way to become who you want to become. The Staff team has seen how you have repeatedly broken the same rule without allowing yourself to properly reflect and learn. This has forced us to decline this appeal in favor of giving you more time to properly think things over.
To love the TOR community one must adapt to fit within it. There is no room for disrespect or even hints of racism. I hope you understand and realize that your actions have consequences, and not just for oneself.
Your ban appeal has been denied for now.
The Staff Team~
PS.
As a personal side-note from myself:
You and I go back quite a while now, but I no longer see the person I met back then. You have changed, and no longer seem to hold the same intentions as before. It is great to develop oneself in whatever direction the wind takes you, but do not lose track of who you want to be, and how you want to be perceived. Have a good one and keep an open mind.
Fox~